You ever have one of those days where you feel like all the shit's coming down on the same day, and that the world is against you? It just keeps testing you? That day that's like the kick that keeps coming behind the seat. "Oh, kick that seat one more time. [Threateningly] Oh, kick that seat one more time. Oh, kick that seat one more time." And it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse and worse. And you get more pissed off and more pissed off and more pissed off and your blood boils.
And all of a sudden some other instinct kicks in, some animalistic wiring goes [high pitched] "boop!" And you start laughin'. And you start gettin' high off of your own brain chemicals. And you go, all right. What else ya got? What else ya got? That's when you say to yourself, this will all make perfect sense someday.